And maybe you'd realize that I was horrible person and that you'd leave me finally, finally, leave me like everyone else. And my trust in you has crumbled away into nothingness and I'm on the floor crying, and the razor is so close, those erasers are so pretty at the moment, that curler could burn me alive.
Then maybe you'd leave me. Please, leave me, just for now, I don't want to talk to anyone anymore. Just go away, you weren't the reason why my heart broke again, and I just want to fall apart, there's too many boys in my life, and so many of them broke my heart.
Just go away. I'm self harming tonight.